Does he feel like he's alone sitting in the that folded out Hawaiian chair in the middle of these people.. I made eye contact with me for a second and threw the bird five hundred times. I choose to smile and blow kisses at him . he choose to take his right hand and grasp the cloudy clear sky blue plastic blue cup full of spiced rum and Pepsi and sip it while making passionate aggressive yet playful eye contact with me. But the we were rudely interrupted by the clatter of two people walking through our line of contact and invading/disrupting or connection. Now as a circle this all lays out with th two people out of the room there are four left including him and I. I look at him hoping he saw or felt me as he looks up facing downwards towards me looking at his Nintendo DS. There is him then a male passed out by a fan then curves to another male playing video games then I sitting solo on the carpet against a wooden board facing him. I glance up once in a while to find him not glancing at me. People are coughing as they walked in from inside from the kitchen into the living room. Roommate comes up too me and shows me a hand painted pirate black ducky. I think it's cute but not impress. He then continues to show the ducky to the male playing video games and then MY LOVE HIM playing Nintendo ds and dispersed with the other suspect (female) in his room. He acts like he ignores me I don't know what to do. I want to go up to him and talk to him. i don't know I will publish but continue.....

Power, Religion, Spirtualism

I believe that if you give power to an entity of any kind you have the ability to bring it to life. Sometimes in we all need something greater then ourselves to fire up our ambitions, dreams, hopes, and goals; to get us out of our own ruts; pick our own-selves out off the floor; and give us strength when we are at our most vulnerable weakest moments. We all need a higher power sometimes.
It all depends on your people focus their energy what direction or angle they are aiming towards, how much potential of energy the power consist of, and what they actually focus on or really ask of when constructing the power. I believe gods were created purely by the power it's follower can provide for it..
For this reason, there are people they go to church cause they need something higher then themselves to guide them so they put all their energy into this specific God that in return gave them hope to look outside their grounded box in order to move on forward to complete their goals, dreams, and hopes. (I Believe the power was within ones self the hope time)
I know there are a lot of people that are scared of a lot of things like change, being lost,and dieing. I believe that some people push religion on to others so aggressively cause they are scared themselves, of what who knows, They want save others so much I think they doubt their own Savor and if they can get that someone else to believe it only confirms how righteous it possibly is; its the ones that questions it so much and gets the rather of aggression.