Does he feel like he's alone sitting in the that folded out Hawaiian chair in the middle of these people.. I made eye contact with me for a second and threw the bird five hundred times. I choose to smile and blow kisses at him . he choose to take his right hand and grasp the cloudy clear sky blue plastic blue cup full of spiced rum and Pepsi and sip it while making passionate aggressive yet playful eye contact with me. But the we were rudely interrupted by the clatter of two people walking through our line of contact and invading/disrupting or connection. Now as a circle this all lays out with th two people out of the room there are four left including him and I. I look at him hoping he saw or felt me as he looks up facing downwards towards me looking at his Nintendo DS. There is him then a male passed out by a fan then curves to another male playing video games then I sitting solo on the carpet against a wooden board facing him. I glance up once in a while to find him not glancing at me. People are coughing as they walked in from inside from the kitchen into the living room. Roommate comes up too me and shows me a hand painted pirate black ducky. I think it's cute but not impress. He then continues to show the ducky to the male playing video games and then MY LOVE HIM playing Nintendo ds and dispersed with the other suspect (female) in his room. He acts like he ignores me I don't know what to do. I want to go up to him and talk to him. i don't know I will publish but continue.....